New url is http://saint26.blogspot.com

FASTER UPDATE YOUR LINKS NEH!!!! Starting from now I'm blogging in that blog adi! ^o^

-owari-

Nyehehehehehehehe~~~~!!!!!!!!! I'm finally not going to use bravejournal for blogging adi liau~~!!!

You got your wish adi Jo and Hui! I'm changing.. (surprisingly enough)

Neeeh... to my readers! Start editing my link ok?

The new blog url is: http://loveless4eternity.blogspot.com

Yea I know.. Everyone's changing to blogspot but what the heck? It supports html coding which means ANIME layouts for me! *cackles* Oh btw, the url will be changing soon.. Me no likey the url loveless4eternity.. Sounds real tacky.. So wait until further notice..

-Sayonara for good-

Hehehehe.. got it from hui lyne~

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

Go do it since you read it!

True Friendship - Recognition
How can we find true friendship in this often phony, temporary world? Friendship involves recognition or familiarity with another's personality. Friends often share likes and dislikes, interests, pursuits, and passion.

How can we recognize potential friendship? Signs include a mutual desire for companionship and perhaps a common bond of some kind. Beyond that, genuine friendship involves a shared sense of caring and concern, a desire to see one another grow and develop, and a hope for each other to succeed in all aspects of life. True friendship involves action: doing something for someone else while expecting nothing in return; sharing thoughts and feelings without fear of judgment or negative criticism.

True Friendship - Relationship, Trust, Accountability
True friendship involves relationship. Those mutual attributes we mentioned above become the foundation in which recognition transpires into relationship. Many people say, "Oh, he's a good friend of mine," yet they never take time to spend time with that "good friend." Friendship takes time: time to get to know each other, time to build shared memories, time to invest in each other's growth.

Trust is essential to true friendship. We all need someone with whom we can share our lives, thoughts, feelings, and frustrations. We need to be able to share our deepest secrets with someone, without worrying that those secrets will end up on the Internet the next day! Failing to be trustworthy with those intimate secrets can destroy a friendship in a hurry. Faithfulness and loyalty are key to true friendship. Without them, we often feel betrayed, left out, and lonely. In true friendship, there is no backbiting, no negative thoughts, no turning away.

True friendship requires certain accountability factors. Real friends encourage one another and forgive one another where there has been an offense. Genuine friendship supports during times of struggle. Friends are dependable. In true friendship, unconditional love develops. We love our friends no matter what and we always want the best for our friends.

True Friendship - Examples of Real Friendship
True friendship stories are found throughout the Bible. In Genesis 18:17-33, we read about God sharing His intentions with Abraham. Abraham responds by telling God his thoughts and feelings about the situation. God and Abraham are able to do this because they trust and respect each other.

First Samuel 20 focuses on the friendship of David and Jonathan. These two men truly cared for each other and had great trust and confidence in one another. David was running for his life from Jonathan's father, Saul. Jonathan recognized that David was innocent. Because of the true friendship they shared, David survived Saul's assassination attempts and went on to become one of Israel's greatest kings.

Real and true friendship involves freedom of choice, accountability, truth, and forgiveness. Peter and Jesus give us this example: Peter, afraid for his life after Jesus is led away from the Garden of Gethsemane, denies knowing Jesus (John 18 ) . As He is led away by His accusers, Jesus casts a look toward Peter that says, "I knew you would deny Me, and I forgive you" (John 21).

Real friendship looks at the heart, not just the "packaging." Genuine friendship loves for love's sake, not just for what it can get in return. True friendship is both challenging and exciting. It risks, it overlooks faults, and it loves unconditionally, but it also involves being truthful, even though it may hurt. Genuine friendship, also called "agape" love, comes from the Lord. The Lord Jesus calls us His friends and He laid down His life for us (John 15).

Relationships in real life involve different levels of friendships, and that's okay. But humans are designed by God for lasting relationships. Often our isolationist society offers only vague, empty relationships. God wants us to have friends here on earth. Most of all, He wants us to be friends with Him!

God's Word tells us that a friend sticks closer than a brother, and that in order for one to be a friend, one must show themselves friendly (Proverbs 18:24). The question is: what type of friend do you desire to be?

Proverbs 18:19 in the New Living Translation says: "It's harder to make amends with an offended friend than to capture a fortified city. Arguments separate friends like a gate locked with iron bars." When we've offended a true friend - whether by breaking a trust or by speaking the truth with love - we risk losing that friendship. We must be careful not to break the trust. But when not speaking the truth will cause greater hurt in our friend's life, we must be willing to sacrifice our needs for those of our friend. That is true friendship.

If we sometimes offend a friend without meaning to, God's Word offers a solution. It's called forgiveness. There is no greater example than the love of God for us. It so great that He gave His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, in order that our friendship with God might be restored. He did that in spite of the fact that we have offended Him deeply. We have disobeyed His commands, turned our backs on Him, and followed our own path. So the question remains: What type of friend do you want to be? True Christian friendship forgives.

Do you need a friend? God wants to be your true friend. Are you longing for companionship? God is always with you (Hebrews 13:5). Who do you know who needs a true friend today? God wants you to befriend others. He calls us to be His hands and feet in a world starving for true friendship.

if i were a month i would be: February

if i were a day of the week i would be: Friday

if i were a time of day i would be: 6 p.m.

if i were a planet i would be: Uranus

if i were a sea animal i would be: a dolphin

if i were a direction i would be: West

if i were a piece of furniture i would be: a glass table

if i were a liquid i would be: clean water

if i were a tree i would be: a maple tree

if i were a flower/plant i would be: a rose

if i were a kind of weather i would be: cloudy

if i were a musical instrument i would be: a grand piano

if i were an animal i would be: a dove

if i were a mystic creature i would be: a phoenix

if i were a color i would be: amethyst

if i were a vegetable i would be: a brocolli

if i were a sound i would be: *haa? I dunno.. >"<*

if i were a car i would be: a BMW sports

if i were a song i would be: Eternal Snow - Route L

if i were in a movie it will be directed by: spielberg

if i were a book i would be written by: J.K. Rowling or Meg Cabot

if i were a food i would be: strawberry short cake or tiramisu

if i were a place i would be: London

if i were a material i would be: satin

if i were a taste i would be: sweet

if i were a scent i would be: *emm.. I dunno.. hardly use perfumes*

if i were an object i would be: a camera

if i were a cartoon character i would be:

if i were a number i would be: 26

Big thanks to Hui for the surveys neh! *muakxies* Oh yea, Rowena.. There aren't any empty surveys so u have to copy and paste the surveys I post.. Sorry nyoo..

[ name on your nametag ]
Deborah Low

[colour of your nametag ]
red. >__o

[ what do you call your school ]
cina apek school

[ one word to describe your school ]
stupid.

[ what type of school ]
public.

[ what year are you from ]
4th?

[ favourite subject ]
English.

[ least favourite subject ]
Moral.

[ favourite teacher ]
Miss Yeow.

[ least favourite teacher ]
Cik Rajes. Stupid insultor! She insulted me!

[ what do you normally do in class. seriously ]
Draw, talk, write, day-dream, pay attention to teacher if what she says is interesting and sleep-free.

[ who sits next to you in class ]
No one.. I'm all alone.. Lonely~ I am so lonely~ I have nobody~ XP

[ who are your best friends in class ]
Rowena and Jie Yi.

[ what is the best thing you did during class ]
... to actually pay full attention to the teacher?

[ have you ever skipped classes on purpose ]
Hmm.. it's quite hard to do so but yea what the heck?

[ made out on school grounds ]
Errm.. yea? -coughs-

[ done anything illegal in school ]
Brought h/p to school once, brought romance novels oso..

[ how is the food ] 
ok ok la.. 

[ what do you normally eat ]
nothing or sometimes keropok lekor la.

[ have you performed on the school stage before ]
Yeap.

[ what did you do on the school stage ]
trademark can can dance.

[ ever embarrassed yourself ]
Hell yeah.

[ are you a prefect ]
Going to be one next year. Don't ask why. I have my reasons even if I hate to be a prefect. =_="

[ are you popular ]
Quite.

[ burned anything ]
Burnt toast neh!

[ ass-kissed teachers ]
.. geh? No. What for?

[ have a boyfriend/girlfriend at school ]
.. used to. Now never want to. I'm keeping my distance with the opposite sex. -.-"

[ worst part of school ]
h/w, ICT, Moral, History, Math, Geography and assembly

[ best part of school ]
The canteen, library and my own classroom. =)

[ are you proud of your school ]
Nope.

[ do you love your school ]
A little.

[ will you miss it when you leave ]
Maybe, maybe not? I dunno. =

1.Song playing at the moment?
:: Sing A Song - Hideki Motosuwa.

2. My reason for living?
:: myself, family, friends and the future.

3.Do u think your crush is sexy?
:: Would I even have a crush on that person if he's not sexy?

4.Ever donated blood?
:: No.

5.Fav color(s)?
:: black, blue, amethyst, white.

6.Accessories you usually wear?
:: silver cross on a black piece of string.

7.One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
:: Michiyuki - Loveless?

8.Last place you went to?
:: dining room.

9.Last person who disappointed you?
:: Baka baka baka jun and yarou yarou yarou beng kang!

10.The most boring sport?
:: speed walking.

11.Ever had a baby?
:: Never slept with anyone so therefore NO.

12. Any piercings or tattoo?
:: One piercing on each ear.

13.The most romantic gift?
:: A bouquet of a dozen red roses and a dozen white roses and a diamond ring (sounds like a proposal)

14.Sang on stage before?
:: Yes.

15.Struck by lightning before?
:: Nah.

16.Danced with your loved one before?
:: Nope.

17.Ever wished you could turn back time?
:: Well.. yea?

18.What would you do if you woke up one day?
:: What I always do? Brush my teeth, fix my hair and stay in my pyjamas.

19.three songs that's meaningful to you?
:: Because You Live -  Jesse McCartney, Life Goes On - Nami Tamaki, I Want It That Way - Backstreet Boys

20.Last person you met?
:: Bonnie.

21.What will you be doing tomorrow?
:: Cut my hair, finish my homework.

22.One thing you totally regretted doing?
:: ... letting him take my FIRST kiss so easily (stupid fellow! He caught me off-guard that time!)

23.Do people like you?
:: Ask them and you'll know.

24.What was the last game you played on the PC?
:: Ragnarok Online.

25.Someone who means a lot to you at the
moment?
:: Josephine, Hui Lyne, Rowena, and my sister?

26.The color of your mobile phone?
:: Blue and Silver?

27. Do you hate someone at the moment?
:: Hell yes!

28. What do you wish to happen now?
:: Me growing all the way to 5'5, my fat stomach flattens and me losing weight until it reaches 38kg.

29. Do you think it will happen?
:: ... Nah, but maybe if i diet-ed and do more stretching it could happen.

1.Name Two Bad Habits You Have: -
I always do things at the last minute, I tend to blame myself for everything even if it has nothing to do with me.

2.Name Two Things That You Wish You Had: -
A new mp3 player with a very large storage to store my anime mp3s and a new cell phone.

3.Name Two Scents You Love: -
The smell of my shampoo, the rest I don't know. 

4.Name Two People That Know You the Best : -
My best friends and myself

5.Name Two Things You'd Never Wear: -
Anything which makes me look fat, and anything sluttish.

6.Name Two Things You Are Thinking About Now: -
Aiyoo.. why did I land myself in such a stupid triangle and mess?? Oh crap! I need to finish all my h/w by TODAY???

7.Name Four Things That You Have Done Today: -
Went to the hospital, homework, writing, sketching out the hairstyle I want.

8. Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought: -
Books, ice cream, medicine, paper.

9. Name Five Bands/Groups/Vocalist you Like the most: -
Backstreet Boys, Westlife, Kimeru, Horie Yui, Tamaki Nami

10. Name three Drinks You Regularly Drink: -
Sprite, plain water, fresh milk

11.First Grade Teacher Name? -
Puan Norihan.. O__o I still remember her name? That's surprising.

12.Last Words You Said -
Neh..! Front- Long, Back-Short! What do you think?

13.Last Song You Sang? -
Primal Innocence - Shin Asuka

14.Last Person You Hugged? -
Mommy.

15.Last Thing You Laughed At? -
My sister. She was wearing over-sized clothing, who could resist that?

16.Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And meant it?:  -
Rowena, Hui, Jo and my sister. Family: yes but hardly say it already. To him: I can't bring myself to say it. Love is a strong word here ok!

17.Last Time You Cried? -
22nd of August 2005.

19.What Color Socks Are You Wearing? -
I don't wear socks at home! But if I were to wear any socks outside, I'm going for black!

20.What's Under Your Bed? -
Dust.

21.What Time Did You Wake Up Today? -
7:15 liddat gua. Had to wake up early for the hospital >"<

22.Current Passion? -
music, writing, drawing, singing.

23.Current Hair? -
shoulder length, layered.

24.Current Clothes? -
shorts and an over-sized shirt.

25.Current Annoyance? -
Two very stubborn people and my homework.

26.Current Longing? -
to lose weight. To get straight As throughout all my exams. Smooth sailing through high school. Every anime/manga/jap animation merchandise I wanted. More books. An mp3 player. A new cell phone.

27.Current Desktop Picture? -
James, Lily and Harry Potter as a family (fanart by CatsLover)

28.Current Worry? -
exams, homework, and the two stupid stubborn buffoons! You know who you are! -shifty eyes-

29.Current Hate? -
homework

30.Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? -
smile, hands (O__o) and legs.

Was searching for surveys to fill all over the place! >"< Does anyone know where to get unanswered surveys?

~*~*~*~

~>what are u doing now?
homework and typing.

~>what were u doing before this?
singing in the bathroom.

~>who was the last person u saw?
my sister.

~>who was the last person u talked to on the phone?
don't really remember but I think it was Beng Kang. (i think)

~>who's blog did u last visit?
Jo's.

~>rate life on a scale of 1 to 10
5.

~>your most recent purchase?
hmm.. what was it again? Oh yea! Lots and lots of books and 2 music CDs and an ice-blended mocha with whip cream. >D

~>the last place u went?
1U.

~>what are u lookin forward to?
losing more weight, finishing my h/w, reading more books, reading Imadoki, getting all the anime merchandise I always wanted, learning how to cycle and getting a new watch.

~>what was the best day of your life?
Day I found out I got straight As for my UPSR.

~>when was the worst?
19th of August 2005. Don't want to talk about it anymore, later make me feel like crying again. T_T

~>pick a colour to match your mood
dark blue.

~>who are the 3 most important people in your life?
My sister, Rowena and my mother.

~>who do you often spend time with?
friends, my sister and my mother.

~>what do u think of the person who sent u dis survey?
She's cool (Miyabi-chan nyoo).

~>how much time do u spend shopping?
Depends on my mood.

~>how much time do u spend online?
Trust me, you don't want to know. Most is 10 hours 42 minutes and 15 seconds! >P
Don't look at me with the "she's-crazy" look! I always check the duration of my online-ing!

~>what is the craziest thing u've done?
Erm... I purposely threw my pen high enough to reach the ceiling (which it did and flew right of the window) during my finals examinations last year. Teacher gave me the dry look while my fellow classmates gave me the secret applaud.. - perasan-

~>who're the 5 cutest girls u've met?
A Japanese baby, Rowena, my sister, a really really really cute English baby, some random chinese baby I saw at America's China Town. XP

~>3 hottest girlfriends?
Saran, Jie Yi, >"< sorry nyoo.. can't think of anyone else..

~>3 cutest guy friends?
Dao Han (he's both good-looking AND cute), Isaac, Zechary

~>3 hottest male celebrities?
DANIEL RADCLIFFE!!! Jesse McCartney, Jeremy Sumpter

~>3 hottest female celebrities?
Don't have anyone in my mind who looks good.

~>if you had to be someone, else for a day,who'd
it be?
I, me and myself. What? I like being myself.

~>your 3 favourite wild animals
dolphins, unicorns, phoenixes (so what if those two don't exist? I still love them)

~>what's your favourite brand?
nike

~>what are your favourite songs?
Don't ask this question! I have a long list of them. >"<

~>favourite bands?
l'arc~en~ciel

If you are wondering "How the fuck did SHE get to blog if she has locked herself in her room for like TWO stupid days!?" it's simple.. my sister literally dragged me out of the room because Calvin wanted to talk to me.

-Note to self: Always remember to lock the bedroom door to avoid getting dragged down literally!-

Anyway.. after that Rowena came on so it made my coming down worth it as I will only come down for her!

*psst* Keroe! Jo! Aud! I'll come out for you guys too!

To people who just can't stop giving me empty threats that they'll break into my house, run down my room door or commit suicide if I don't get out the room; go get a life! I will NOT listen nor will I pay attention to ANY of those empty threats! I'm perfectly normal and I want to be left alone! I don't want to go anywhere OUT of my house and room! If any of you think that threatening me to come out of the room is the best way to make ME feel better, I honestly think that you are better off leaving me alone! If you ever think of making me let you into MY house, I'll just call the cops as for the one hundred and ONE time, I do NOT like people coming to visit my house!

If some people think that spamming my house phone, cell phone, friendster account, door bell, journal tag board or even flaming people important to me will get me to come out of the room, I suggest that you take a 100% cold water shower to rethink what you are doing! Do you think that I'll even come out for people like you!? First of all!

House phone - My parents will report to the cops to whoever spams the house phone!

Cell phone - I turned it off and locked it in the cupboard! So it'll only waste your credit and fatten your bills if you spam!

Friendster account - I'll just delete those meaningless messages and accept the meaningless testimonials. thankyouverymuch!

Door bell - Get a life! MY dad disabled the sound of the bell so ring all you want because we WON'T hear a thing!

Journal tag board - For your information, I have the ability to delete tag board posts so stretch all you want, I still get to delete them.

Flaming people important to me - If you EVER flame my sister, Rowena, Audrey, Josephine or Hui Lyne, I swear that I'll hate you for the rest of my life! I'll never talk to you ever!

Again.. I'm posting this just to tell certain people that I won't be online nor will I reply any messages or what so ever due to some problems. Don't even think about saying that I'm a fool. I'm clearly, positively, ABSOLUTELY normal! If anyone of you ever try to bother me once more, I swear that I'll shoot the foulest words I can get out of my mouth at you! I want to be ALONE! GET IT???

ALONE!!!

-owari-